Sunday, September 03, 2006
im feeling so damn pissed now lahs !i feel like if i do not start to blog now i will burst of anger and resentment. the feeling of anger is brewing up inside me fast and wide and if i dont release it soon it will burst and i'll go crazy.my parents are nagging nonstop abt my results cos my bloody bigmouth sis has CONVENIENTLY told them abt my results. which she even said wrongly. she said i had 5Fs and 2Ps. WHICH IS WRONG ! i have 4Fs and 3Ps okay. she keep telling them i did v badly and all sorts of things bhind my back as if her own results are v good. she might as well announce it to de whole world.why cant they jus understand ? its not as im de only one in de entire lvl that did badly. infact, almost 70% ( i can guarantee) of de sec3s have at least 4Fs. and did dey expect me to be one of de 3 who passed my math, one of de 2 who passed English and one of de few who passed POA ?Its not even as if i din study hard. I DID ! i studied till 5plus in de mornings and all i got was a pathetic 28/50 ! u think i like to get low grades after all that hours of sacrificing my sleep in de hope of getting good grades ? Let me tell you, im not THAT eccentric.Nobody wans dis to turn out dis way. i've nvr seen most of de math qns MsKang set in de paper in my entire 15years of life. i nvr really understood wad mrlim was blabbering in class and i nvr knew what use is understanding cheem chinese sentences gotta do with our future life. I really dont.My day was made worse when Jas sms-ed me to tell that she kel and sam couldnt go tmrs. i mean i thought everything was confirmed alrdy ? Forget it. i don wish to pursue any further.the noisy and irritating event dwnstairs is making me go mad. its SUPER UBER FUCKING IRRITATING AND NOISY ! aunties with mediocre singing skills are making me go deaf. why cant dey hold it in a proper hall or sth ? must dey make de whole world be aware of their melodious voice ? at least im feeling a lil betta now cos de stupid event has ended. everything jus sucked tday. Bye.Jus go away.
P EIIX' rode the Shrimp Boat.
9:21 PM
