Sunday, August 06, 2006
Nowadays all of us have been thru alot. Its really through difficult situations that you see who is really your true friend. To others, we're all a team bonded closely tgt with lil' conflicts. But whats really true is the opposite. millions of conflicts are going on everyday and the worst thing is that we all pretend as if we're stil as close as before, lying to ourselves, as well as the whole world with this neverending lie.Im so tired of all this. when can we stop behaving like this? i really hope there will be a day we will come face to face with our hearts bare without our usual facades. There we could know what really went wrong with us.perhaps we all have a answer deep inside our hearts. perhaps we're jus guilty of certain things we did or for de fear of rejection, we dare not face the true answer and became oblivious to the fact that its standing right infront of us.I do not deny that i have nvr backstabbed anyone before. Cmon' lets jus face it. who hasn't ? i jus hate those ppl who types in their profile, " TOTALLY HATES BACKSTABBERS AND LIARS. FUCK OFF!" cos' they're jus totally contradicting and saying a big fat lie abt themselves.If we're really not happy abt what that person has did or said, why not we jus let them know the truth? why are we locking it inside us and throwing the key inside a bottomless well, leaving it no chance to see the truth ever agn ? If we voice it out, it might even make that person chng for de better, and everybody wouldnt be in such a dilemna right nw.What's happening now is hurting everybody. It keeps going round like a sharp razor cutting everyone and letting them see their ugly selfs in the reflections. The only way of stopping this bloody blade is truthfullness and showing our true selfs.Whatever it is, i hope that this huge-est and longest conflict that has ever happened btw us will fade away soon and everyone will be a united team like what we used to be in c'girls 05. Remember the good times we had? i really want it back badly than the now us which is only capable of backstabbing and hurting each other.SCREAMOSPEIIX'
P EIIX' rode the Shrimp Boat.
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